Spammy thoughts

Ok so I went on this date on Saturday and apparently came from that with a boyfriend. I didn't plan any of this and I'm not even sure I want things to go this way. But I don't think I can change anything about it. Or even want to... What?!
Ok so here's a thing: I. Don't. Make. Sense. At all, really. I even don't make sense when I think about it.. Eep!
I do have to admit I'm kinda crazy about this guy. Which then again confuses me, as I didn't want to get into this kinda situation any time soon. But then again, I don't really mind it as I really like him. Urgh.
Before I started writing I really wanted to write down something ... But I forgot. How useless is that? '-_-

Oh I remember!
It's about the guy again.. big surprise.
When I met him I was like, he's nice. But nothing more than that. So I added him to MSN and Skype as a potential friend. Like "Hey, this guy is nice, we might become friends!" His intentions did seem to be different from mine though, one of the first things he said to me was "when do I see you again?" Which I think is kinda weird to ask someone you don't know at all. But as I liked him, I invited him over to watch a movie. And after that I kinda thought Oh he's kinda cute. Although I'm not sure how things went on from there but I saw him more often. Yay for Newyear, as I was piss drunk and wanted to make out with him, which I failed at horribly. Yay for drunkenness. But at that time I still only thought him cute, nothing with butterflies or anything. I was gonna see him again the weekend after Newyear. But time was being messy and I was annoyed, so I talked my parents into giving me permission to stay the night at his place. Somewhere during that evening/night it hit me like a bus, and I fell for him. As I think about it I'm not even sure how or when it happened. But there we are: I'm crazy about the guy.
And it seems we're in a relationship all of a sudden. Wtf?
Oh well. I'll just sit around being *happi*

Coffee?

Do you know those days when you wake up from a morning full of the weirdest dreams, and your head is full of thoughts and you have no clue what to do with them? Well, today is such a day. I woke up in my new furnished room, which was confusing enough to start with, but I was also thinking about a dozen of people at the same time. And as thinking about people usually comes with feelings and memories, thinking about 6 at the same time is rather messy. Which reminds me, I am rather messy. So thinking about it, all is fine really.
When I started writing, this was supposed to unfuzzle my mind, but that somehow happened before I even got to really start writing, which is confusing....

Coffee....?