World of Warcraft

I have been playing World of Warcraft for a total of 4 years, which is a rather long period of time. A few days ago I realized I hardly played anymore, and thought it not worth the money anymore. This is the second time I canceled my subscription. And it wasn't any easier. Getting kicked from my guild doesn't help either. I know I was a worthless officer anyway, but I feel kinda backstabbed. There have been lots of others taking a break from the game during my time, but I haven't seem 'em getting kicked for it. No one even bothered asking me if I wanted to resign as an officer, nor notified me I would be demoted in any way. I don't think I'll be getting back to this server when I start playing again. Even though I have met a lot of really awesome people and even found some friends here, who I really hate leaving behind in any way. I just think that my time on this server, in this particular guild has broken more than given me. Even just thinking about some of the shit I've gone through makes me so sad and I never want to go through all this again. The first thing would be not to play this game with my bf I guess, didn't turn out too well last time.
I can't get over the fact that my guild would do something like this, not even to me. And I feel like just stating clearly I really don't need an explanation in any way, as this won't help anyway.